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This blog is not for the faint at heart. If you wish to delve into what I'm facing, you are welcome to read. Primarily, it is for me. And this blog will ideally allow me to keep informed my family and framily about my current state of health. There will likely be unpleasantness and quite possibly some photos...and likely I wont know what I write until it is typed.

Friday, July 1, 2016

A scheduled day to day

I am not good at time. What I mean by this: I have no concept of what time it is at any moment - and I have no idea how long I have been doing a certain activity, especially if I am enjoying it.

This makes taking medicines and supplements a bit of a challenge for me. However, I don't have a choice anymore. I have to start doing things on a specific timetable. Today I set 9 alarms. Nine. I am daunted by this. I know that sounds crazy.

I know that I will see the alarms and shut them off. I am uncertain how I will be able to tell if I've actually taken or done the thing my alarm is indicating needs to be done. I'm not sure if this makes sense to anyone reading this. How do I make sure I get up and do what is needed...and not say, "I'll just finish xyz before I get up and take that". I know that as soon as I pause like that, I will completely forget to actually *do* what the alarm has said I need to do. When it is just a few things, timing isn't as important. Now it is super important.

My current mantra: I will remember.

Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me, please.

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